Saturday, June 28, 2014

Tohoshinki Medley in JunSu's Spring Ballad Concert Japan

a section that caused me burst into big cry for d very 1st time in a concert.

although everytime i said oh it's so touching my tears gonna burst out bla bla bla

but it actually only blinking

but this, i was really cried once d he started sing "Begin".

yes you are Kim JunSu, member of JYJ

and one of TOHOSHINKI as well.

forever in my heart, forever in real cassiopeia's heart.

Friday, June 27, 2014

Japan.

On a rainy day, sitting inside Starbucks with a cup of ice coco
Surfing net and suddenly, feel like update my long time no see blog.
Well, since I don't know what topic to write to yet I had lotsa stuff to share
I decided to go with a topic which subjected--Japan, a country that I stayed for 5 years.

Few years ago, after went to an Education fair, and I just don't know why
I decided to futher my study in Japan.
Well, I do admit that maybe 1 of the reason is because of tvxq
But after I stayed for few years,I've already fall in love with this country.

Although I still dislike their working culture
But I love their attitude, especially their manners.
Of course, I mean majority, still there's minor part of them is rude.
You know..people's...right??
The clean environment, safety, convenient etc...
Which my country--Malaysia, could never ever beat even 50% of them.
Yes, never!!! At least I essay before I say bye bye to this world
I believe I still won't able to experience it.

Hmm...I don't know should I say this
But this is the reason that I wanna write about Japan.
I think I should relieve this no matter will they saw this or not.
I just wanna say, you can't compare a country with other country because they are totally different!
Yes I admit maybe jz japan things are quite expensive if compare to others
But still they are not the most expensive and their price are fixed!
Even though have tax, other country also have
The difference is they didn't show it out!

The most ridiculous thing is, why are y'all compare with Korea?
I really can't understand...
I am not trying to say anything but just feel that it's not fair to compare like that.
Although this is not my country but after I turn 25, and I stayed in Japan for 5 yrs
Which mean I had my 1/5 of life in Japan.
I do have feeling with this country, it just like my second home in the earth.

Honestly, I don't really hope to serve y'all again
I feel so hurt with it.
Lastly, I would like to say, I love Penang, I love Malaysia.
And I love Japan too.

Saturday, December 7, 2013

Precious Memory

人,到了常常在回想过去的日子时
证明,长大了~
最近常回想过去的日子
幼儿园的,小学的,中学的,网上的
好多回忆一拥而上

想念小学时
休息节和同学满校园的跑一起玩游戏
上课偷偷玩纸上赛跑
放学后练韵律操等等的时光

想念中学时
休息节在班上等好友来找我一起去食堂
和好友一起瞎聊,一起执勤
上课死命抄笔记
放学后很累但还是去补习
假期一起废的时光

想念先修班时
物理班忙着赶报告而我这个生物班的在一旁打扰
也因此和原本不太亲的朋友变成蓝颜知己
放学后累个半死仍然去补习
补完习“顺便”出去逛逛
周六课外活动结束后和好友“顺路”去商场逛逛
考试一起埋头啃书结束像个疯子的我们班
还有毕业一起去旅行的时光

想念加入佳礼时
和在那里认识的一堆好姐妹们
一起灌水一起爬楼一起天南地北的乱聊一通
也因此让我多了个姐姐和妹妹
真是个充满回忆的时光

哈。。。转眼间,这么多年过去了。。。
真感叹时光飞逝啊。。。
之后随着我的出国很少能见到大家
新年的聚会也没法参加 T^T
我的朋友们,你们还好吗?

Friday, July 26, 2013

Thank You.

今天,基于某件事
突然间,想上来还篇,感谢文。

严格说起来,我跟他还真的很老的朋友。
一年级开始,直到中六,再到现在,18年。
中间同班次数不多,小学三年,中学2年半
说熟不熟,说生不生的关系
不知何时开始渐渐成为无话不谈的好朋友
忽然发现网络发明者的伟大
还有托陈小姐的福吧?!呵

他人木是木了点,但心地善良,不怎么会计较
每次撩我斗嘴可却总说不过我
这也是为什么我说他蛮好欺负的原因 
却也非常谢谢你,愿意这么地被我欺负。
想谢谢他的事,一箩筐的说。。。。。

谢谢你,在我需要帮忙时,向你求救肯定不会托我手争。
谢谢你,在我心情不好时,会默默的听或看我诉苦偶尔当当我的出气筒。
谢谢你,在你感到无助时想起我信任的跟我诉说你的烦恼。
谢谢你,在我面对突发状况时像小叮当一样出现在我身旁。
谢谢你,这么的了解我关心我。

虽然我终究不明白他不小心冒出的那些话
但我真的很感谢在我的人生中有他的出现

谢谢你,我的老朋友。

Sunday, November 18, 2012

What A Memorable Day

今天,TVXQ Catch Me World Live Tour in Seoul 正式启航了
出乎意料的是,唱了好多旧歌
看着文字转播说歌曲合音里还有三子的声音
因为他们没时间重录
很多旧歌都全场大合唱
突然间觉得很难受
4月在巨蛋看时无论多么激动多么感动
我也就只全身起鸡皮疙瘩还不至于眼眶泛泪
今天,我只看文字转播,耳边听着旧曲
泪水涌了,我压了
再涌,再压
一直不敢触碰的以往的回忆一涌而出

真的宁愿他们多唱新歌
想着你们在练习时的感受
我们听着也感触良多
在场很多饭都哭了
当然,谁不哭呢,换作若是我在场
也肯定跟着流泪
我还记得.....
2010年站在场外听TG直到最后看到J泪流满面冲下台,那刹那,我眼眶红了。
2012年坐在电脑前看CM文字转播图片感谢语等,这瞬间,我眼眶红了。

2年,2个地方,2组人,同样的执念
从来没想过我会有对一个团这么执着这么喜爱这么放不下
但是你们5人,让我做到了~~
虽然不知未来你们还有没有可能再在一起
但我还是会一直抱着可能的希望
继续等下去,也会一直地相信你们,跟着你们
往后的2年,我依然还在。

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

I Swear


一首由老幺执笔
写给cassiopeia的歌
你们想表达的
我们都收到了
真心喜欢你的词
也感谢作出这优美旋律的作曲家
我会把这首歌牢牢地save在脑海里
就如proud一样

나를 보며 미소 짓던 모습이 낯설었지
부르던 입술에 고갤 들었고 눈부셨어
겨우 바라본 모습

오랜 시간이 흘러서 이젠 익숙한 앞이
나에겐 아직까지도 많이 소중해
고맙다는 한마디 수줍어 못한 내가 밉진 않았니

어느샌가 익숙해진 사랑이
그랬듯 당연하다 생각했었어 바보같이
미안한 마음뿐이야

오랜 시간이 흘러서 이젠 익숙한 앞이
나에겐 아직까지도 많이 소중해
고맙다는 한마디 수줍어 못한 내가 밉진 않았니

어둠이 다가와도(Love U) baby I Love U, Thank U(Thank U)
내가 안아줄게(Love U) baby I Love U, Thank U(Thank U)
어둠이 다가와도(Love U) baby I Love U, Thank U(Thank U)
내가 안아줄게(Love U) baby I Love U, Thank U(Thank U)

I'm falling for your love, I'm falling woo~
너를 지킬게

오랜 시간이 흘러도 사랑한다는 한마디
어색해서 말도 못할 나일 테지만
우리 함께 울고 웃던 지워지지 않을 기억 간직해

(Love U)
어둠이 다가와도(Love U) baby I Love U, Thank U(Thank U)
내가 안아줄게(Love U) baby I Love U, Thank U(Thank U)
어둠이 다가와도(Love U) baby I Love U, Thank U(Thank U)

Baby, I swear Forever

Friday, August 31, 2012

Ambiguous Relationship

i can only accompany you up until here
after all, there are some things that just cannot be.
more than friends, not yet love
looks like the sky afar is going to be raining

should i cry,
am i thinking too much, or are you?
i'm not giving up,
but i'm starting to doubt
is that the real you standing in front of me

love is so painful
can't find the proof of our love
when should i move fwd, when should i let go
can't even summon up the courage to embrace you

love makes people greedy,
until waiting loses its meaning.
too bad, you and i,
can't end in a happily ever-after
so let sweet regret stay in memory

*hopefully those which mention in the last paragraph wont become true*